the emergancy prayer

GOD
PLEASE TAKE ME AWAY FROM ALL THIS HURT AND PAIN IM GOING THROUGH RIGHT NOW,I HATE FEELING THIS WAY.. NOTHING SEEMS TO MAKE ANY SENSE TO ME ANYMORE.. AND IT GETS A LIL FRUSTRATING AT TIMES BUT I CANT SEEM TO MAINTAIN ANYMORE, AND TEARS I HAVE CRIED SO MUCH I THINK I MUST HAVE RAN OUT OF THEM.. IM BROKEN INTO PIECES AND FRIENDS THE FEW THAT I HAVE KEEP TELLING ME THAT I LOOK LIKE THE STUPID ONE.. BUT I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO OR SAY ANYMORE..SEEMS LIKE I BEEN CUT OPEN AND THE WOMBS AND SCARS THAT I HAVE ARE TOO OPEN FOR ME TO COVER THEM UP WITH JUST A BANDAGE.. FROM CHILDHOOD TO WOMAN HOOD SEEMS LIKE I DESERVED EVERYTHING THAT HAS HAPPENED TO ME.. IM NOT SAYIN THAT YOU DESERVED TO DIE ON THE CROSS.. IM JUST NOT UNDERSTANDING ANYTHING ANYMORE, AND EVERYTIME I TRY TO UNDERSTAND MY FEELINGS END UP BEING HURT. IM TIRED OF HURTING, I DONT WANT TO HURT ANYMORE.. WELL U HAVE BEEN HURT BEFORE SO YOU KNOW HOW PAIN FEELS. IT GETS TO THE POINT WHEN I WANT TO GIVE UP.. BECAUSE NOW A DAYS JUST BEING STRONG DOES NOT SEEM TO BE ENOUGH FOR ME ANYMORE.. I KNOW IVE MADE MISTAKES IN THE PAST AND I MAKE MISTAKES NOW ONLY U KNOW HOW MANY MISTAKES I WLL MAKE IN THE FUTURE.. I JUST WANT TO ASK YOU TO FORGIVE ME AND I HOPE THAT YOU WILL HEAR ME OUT.. I KNOW I GET MYSELF INTO THE STUPIDITY I GET INTO AND GO TO YOU TO GET ME OUT OF THE STUPIDNESS ALL THE TIME.. I REALLY HOPE U HEAR ME OUT BECAUSE THIS TIME IS NO DIFFERENT THAN THE PAST NOR THE PRESENT.. THIS TIME IS MORE THAN ME JUST CRYING OUT TO YOU FOR HELP MORE THAN ME PLEADING FOR A BLESSING AND ASKING YOU FOR A BEAUTIFUL MERCY UPON ME.. IF I DIDNT KNOW BEFORE I KNOW NOW MORE THAN EVER THAT I NEED YOU TO STAY WITH ME BY MY SIDE ***SIGH**
:*(
SOLSKY